Was I alive? I drove down the highway deciding to circle around the city. Hindi bf I drove down the highway deciding to circle around the city. I smiled at her as tears flowed from my eyes and I poured out the pills in my hand. I was greeted to a shock of all my senses. My heart sunk at the thought of that happening to her. When the swarm moved within a few feet of myself I felt my body surge with an odd power as well as a sense of pure rage. I pictured my rage as a monster, Godzilla in fact. As I drove my thoughts kept drifting back to my love, my Marina. I thought about her, I thought about how our relationship ended, the cause of it. The loss of my love was soul crushing and the only thought in my mind was if I cannot be with her in life, perhaps God
