I wished I had died with my parents – maybe if I fought back they would kill me and then I could be reunited with my loving parents. Mom xxx “But it’s getting light so let’s move her somewhere more private. Mum and Dad were great but they had never saved or planned and so there was no money to keep up the rent on the apartment and everything I thought we owned was actually only leased so there was nothing. My first night I found a sheltered shop door and settled down only to be dragged out by the hair as this was someone else’s place. My heart was breaking and the heartache was larger than the fear I should have felt. My terror continued as one of his hands worked on undoing my jeans. I wished I had died with my parents – maybe if I fought back they would kill me and then I could
