I was like for real femboi? Hindi bf adolescent. It’s the same him, the same shit, but I’m different now. I think I wanted to feel that again. But now it all just seems a little… Like he touched me, and I didn’t go all melty. But wait, it’s not what you think. I think the reason I’m feeling different about Ethan has something to do with this new kid, well, not him directly but my reaction to his reaction to me.. So I drug all his shit out to the curb. I mean it was as if his entire reproductive future was at stake and I just shut him the fuck down. yeah not so much. Anyway I felt bad like right then, at that moment, and I told him to take 5 so he could go hug himself and cry in the bathroom or whatever, and I figured while he was doing that I’d come up
